Most people think that God is hard to find, His presence hard to come by and therefore they have given up and rescind themselves to their situation and experience.
I want to encourgae you that God is not far from each of us at all. In fact, for all that have given their lives to Jesus, God lives in them by His Holy Spirit. He is actively involved in our daily lives and He wants to take every step, make every plan and execute them with us if we will only obey Him.
The problem we have is to do things in our way and expect God's result. That will not work. The way things will work in God's way is to do things in His way by reading His Word, understnad what He wants us to do and just do it. i.e. just obey His word and we will enjoy as much of Him.
God bless you.